August 2, 2022 Woke a bit unmotivated and tired. Went through my normal routine with making hot tea and eating cereal dry. Anxiety started creeping in a bit differently then normal. Should have called in but I kept talking myself out of it. So I blasted my vape a few times (CBD) and forced myself to drive to work despite my mind and body panicking. I was asked by multiple people if I was alright, cause they know me wearing a scarf on my head means bad anxiety. But I didn't know what was wrong. It's as if my body went into Fight/Flight/Hide and my mind chose HIDE. But I didn't know what from. The ghosts and Fae just went about like normal but didn't interact with me. Like they could sense it. The panic would get a little worse before calming slightly and repeating the process even worse. I went to first break on time and sat away from the others slightly. Frantically truing to get spoonfuls of peanut butter in my as salt and sugar, and puffing ...