Witch Belle

 June 14, 2022     I've been working at the same place doing mostly the same thing, working with clothes in one way or another, for a year and three months. For most that time I have taken a 30min to 3hr nap as soon as I get home. Make food, eat, take meds, sleep, and start again. Over the weekends I clean house, watch YouTube videos, maybe read or play a video game, sleep in and take naps. Even though I change small things up the burn out is real, the depression is real. The financial problems are becoming worse and my energy has been stagnant. The year is 2022, it was 2017 when last I was on vacation. My carpal tunnel continues to worsen, my feet are raw from standing on concrete all day. Parents' talk of Jesus and Demons are grating at my soul. My Nightmares of people chasing me to kill me for witchcraft and my parents possibly hitting or shooting me are all too real. My energy is so drained.  This was written while on my breaks at work. Hopefully by displayi...

 May 31, 2022    Feeling attacked by my anxiety and depression. What normally would help my anxiety is blocked by the depression and having to work don't help the depression either. My anxiety can be calmed with touch, cuddles, breathing exercises and sleep. Depression needs sunshine/pure vitamin D, sleep, no touch, no talking, just silence and a corner to curl in. Wearing a scarf on my head helps a little but is not helpful when sweating.  June 1, 2022     The next day I feel drained and cautious but no more anxiety and little depression. I am very thankful for the people that work with me because how much we support each other and keep an eye on each other. At the end of yesterday, when it was the end of my shift, they took my carts of things and told me to go home. When I came back in today their first questions was on how I was feeling. At home my fiance held me and let me nap with my head on his lap.  These are what i wrote, word for word, on...

    A few people that have spoken to me have mentioned no love or harsh treatment from their family members. Just for existing. There are many people in this world who just love everyone for who they truly are. Doesn't matter what was in their past, how they were raised, or how they are currently surviving. They are loved for simply existing. We are all born on this lovely Earth and need each other to survive. For just existing YOU ARE LOVED.   

   There are many different items that we use everyday from clothes to food to our transportation. Everything that can be interacted with has its own energy, from the breakfast cereal and toast we consume to the building we stand from 8am-4pm to pay for that cereal. To protect our energy these items must be cleansed of all negative energies and ill mannered spirits. Not only that but have good purposeful energy added so they can benefit us in our lives. When I first started practicing, my continuous failing was leaving the energy empty in an item or the house without giving them new life with positive energy. This allowed bad stagnant energy a place to settle. Many ways exist on how to cleanse and charge items/areas/people with positive energy. These are the main ones I personally use. Be sure to experiment and tweak these and others to fit right with your practice.      House Cleansings can be easily accomplished by lighting a white candle next to a stone/cryst...